Have you ever felt there were so many things that you want to say but they didn't come out right?or worst, they stuck in your head and heart only, unable to find the way out as chain of words..
Yes it is happening to me, not only the difficulty in saying things but i also find the difficulty in writing things. There are lots of things happened to me for the past several months. The emotions are overlapping and make me so overwhelmed with them that sometimes i can even cry for no reason. Not only once or twice, could be a lot of times.
I don't know why but recently i miss a lot of things..
I miss my dad reminding me not to come home very late as he always do.
I miss my mom asking me what i wanna eat so she can cook it (right now i want "sambel mangga").
I miss my sisters chattering about A to Z in my room, they are always that noisy but still i miss them.
I miss my brother consulting one or two things while he drives me to the mall and asking for some treat on the way home.
I miss my friends calling or text-ing me to hang out for some foods, movies or simply chat and gossip over coffee and tea in my case(i'm so craving for Starbucks' green tea latte).
I miss my fellow STAN EC-ers gathering for debate practices and heading to Warung Mamat afterward.
It is true that you start to miss things or people when they are no longer around you, now i understand that through and through.
Probably after 9 months in this city i finally break down.
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
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